Happy New Year, Everybody

It’s the second day of 2023. I feel a prompting in my soul to ‘write’ but I have no idea what to write about, what to say. A couple of years ago, this time of the year, I took a break. I told myself, “It’s the festive season. You’re tired. You’re grieving. You have a lot to figure out. Take a break.” It was sound advice I gave myself. I did neglect to set a date to get back into writing. And that is how all this time passed without me getting back into regular writing.

This, right here, is an act of obedience to Jesus. An act of obedience even when I have no clarity. To be honest, I don’t see the path but such is life, isn’t it? Often, we don’t see the full picture. In fact, many times, we only have a step. This is my step. I’ve felt a prompting in my soul for some time to write, and the purpose is to glorify Jesus. This is all I know. So, here I am with my proverbial pen and paper writing in obedience and waiting for the next step. 

There’s the temptation to give in to guilt. I should have done this sooner. I should have done better. Should have. Could have. Would have. Yet this isn’t how Jesus speaks to me. This isn’t how he relates to me. He showers me with grace. He corrects and directs me to the opportunities before me. He’s ever-loving and patient, giving me wisdom and insight just when I need it. 

So, I’m learning to do the same with myself and others. I’m learning to shower myself with love and grace even when I miss the mark. I’m leaning into unconditional self-love and patience. I am learning not to hold it against myself when I fall short or miss the mark. I’m excited about what’s ahead. If I’m being honest, I’m also a bit nervous and confused at times. However, I’m mostly excited and very grateful. Thank you, Jesus!

Happy New Year, beloved. Join me as I move onwards and upwards. I’d love the company. Onwards and upwards we go.

Love,